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livingdeadlove
30 November 2007 @ 01:30 pm
This happens every time i try and write an entry.  I type the whole thing out, but then i erase it all, and so this is why i haven't updated, sorry.
 
 
Music: body snatchers
 
 
livingdeadlove
23 September 2007 @ 08:17 pm
Shopping today!

I went to:
Chandler mall
NRack
Mill avenue:
buffalo exchange
urban outfitters

I bought:
White pants {express}
Thermos {starbucks}
Wet and dry eyeliner {NRack}

I was planning on buying a few shirts and forbid myself from buying black but i couldn't find anything i liked in color. It was either too slutty for work or too out there. I did find one shirt at express too but i couldn't figure out how to tie it up and i decided it was too complicated.


It was fun. Laura and Teagan came along as well and i swear we listened to Britney's Spears new song {gimme more} about 10 times and now i am singing it.  School tomorrow bleh.
 
 
livingdeadlove
16 September 2007 @ 08:13 pm
8:00 - 17:00
I nannied!

17:00-20:00

Went shopping in the Asian district!

I met this girl at a kiosk and she stated to play the HANAKIMI sound track and without noticing i blurted out "THIS IS HANAKIMI!" she was amazed that i watched it then we got into a talk about drama and found we watched all the same shows. Teagan just watched as we fawned over the season finale of LIFE. heheheheheh

Today I bought:
New stationary {pencil, tape, lead, cards}
Hair pin {From the girl at the kiosk!}
Boba milk tea
Super junior T pencil case {online}


Now i have to write a paper and Calculus homework!
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Location: milktea house
Music: soccer match
 
 
livingdeadlove
09 September 2007 @ 07:35 am
For the past week I have been quite down about school and money.
My school problem: Grades

Last year in my math class i had a border line C in the class. The teacher absolutely hated me because I'm not a big believer in god. But last week i was checking my ranking and things and i found out he actually boosted my grade up. This means that i will be able to try for a Scholarship that gives a full ride! Other grade problems include once again another bad grade in math but i got a B on the last test i thought i had failed so now im a bit happy.

My money problem: Debt
 
Because of taxes i owe my dad 300$ and because of a holiday i took to California i owe my mum 200$ and my credit card 200$ plus my phone bill came in last week.  I'm sort of the kinda person that hoards there money away and waits for something big to buy but after i took my trip to France i have owed all this money. Oh yeah and my credit has a 21% interest. I'm still in debt of course but i payed off about 200$ of it with my first big paycheck so now im not as worried anymore.


Another thing that is on my mind is college. I'm going and i know that much but i don't know when. I still want to go to France but that is not for sure yet but if that doesn't work out then i start school right away. Im still comtemplating about my major too ad i know its not a big deal to cose it right off the at but i want to have an idea.

Oh well. I have to go to work now ahh im so tired its 8AM! Bye
 
 
livingdeadlove
18 August 2007 @ 03:08 pm
Numb  
I feel like everyone hates me.
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livingdeadlove
06 August 2007 @ 06:30 pm
17 FINALLY!

Thank you everyone so much for all your gifts and birthday wishes.

Here are some pictures of the gifts i received.


YAY!
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Mood: chipper
Music: keep trying
 
 
livingdeadlove
22 July 2007 @ 03:03 am
The time is 3 am and i am dead tired. I am leaving for the airport in about an hour and on my way to California.  I MISS TEAGAN AND ANDRES, I don't want to have to wait till the semester begins to see you.
Im not bringing a camera so i wont have pictures to show you  but maybe ill buy one while i'm there!

Melissa, I didnt get your letter today so ill get i when i arrive home, Do you want me to send you a post to that address or your house in cahors?
Bye.
 
 
livingdeadlove
19 July 2007 @ 05:12 pm
26-07-07
Yey im so excited. I'm so glad that super junior is getting more fame now. AND they have two new singles!
 
 
livingdeadlove
18 July 2007 @ 04:12 pm
Last night was fun. Laura text me and asked if we would go to a movie, so we went to the dollar theater and saw georgia rule {one of the worst movies i've seen}But it was so bad insted of being a drama for me and laura it was more like a comedy {Lindsay Lohans acting}. Then from there we came to my house and ten to "teagans house" and talked and danced and what not. We only spent 6$ in total for all of us and thats food and movie. We have now decided that we are going to do it more often on account of we are broke.

Right no my dog is sick and its getting worse by the day so i hope shes better by Sunday because i don't want to leave her.
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Location: kitch
Mood: tired
Music: fan
 
 
livingdeadlove
15 July 2007 @ 12:54 am
I have a mad tendency to clean when im stressed out and by the end of today my house was and is sparkling clean.
I hate not having a job, for the past two years i have not not been working {does that make sense?}
I feel like i have no duty or purpose. I need to do something.

My last school term is coming in two weeks and i am anxious to start. I'm worried. I just want to go to France.

I leave for California in a week from today and im so very anxious, i want to be able to use my credit card while i am there but i want to be guaranteed a job before so i know i can pay it it off but The owner is still on  holiday so im not sure if i have the job 100% but the manager says i do?

the question keeps poping up in my mind on what im gonna do after i return for college, I really Want to become a
pâtissier but my mum and dad don't want me to because it doesn't pay well and they said they would rather me have a job like engineering.
NO WAY am i ever becoming an engineer, I will not waste my life away in a cubicle like my dad did.
 But If i do pursue this career that means i can study abroad in France. :)

Update on this week:

 Last night I {& Teagan Laura and Chelsea} went to the format concert  and they were amazing. By the end of the night my throat hurt so much from singing and screaming but it was all worth it.  i miss them. It brought back so many memories.




 
 
Location: office
Mood: anxious
Music: format