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This happens every time i try and write an entry. I type the whole thing out, but then i erase it all, and so this is why i haven't updated, sorry.
Music: body snatchers
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Zombies can have sex too
Livingdead☆Love
23 September 2007 @ 08:17 pm
Shopping today!
I went to:
Chandler mall
NRack
Mill avenue:
buffalo exchange
urban outfitters
I bought:
White pants {express}
Thermos {starbucks}
Wet and dry eyeliner {NRack}
I was planning on buying a few shirts and forbid myself from buying black but i couldn't find anything i liked in color. It was either too slutty for work or too out there. I did find one shirt at express too but i couldn't figure out how to tie it up and i decided it was too complicated.
It was fun. Laura and Teagan came along as well and i swear we listened to Britney's Spears new song {gimme more} about 10 times and now i am singing it. School tomorrow bleh.
I went to:
Chandler mall
NRack
Mill avenue:
buffalo exchange
urban outfitters
I bought:
White pants {express}
Thermos {starbucks}
Wet and dry eyeliner {NRack}
I was planning on buying a few shirts and forbid myself from buying black but i couldn't find anything i liked in color. It was either too slutty for work or too out there. I did find one shirt at express too but i couldn't figure out how to tie it up and i decided it was too complicated.
It was fun. Laura and Teagan came along as well and i swear we listened to Britney's Spears new song {gimme more} about 10 times and now i am singing it. School tomorrow bleh.
16 September 2007 @ 08:13 pm
8:00 - 17:00
I nannied!
17:00-20:00
Went shopping in the Asian district!
I met this girl at a kiosk and she stated to play the HANAKIMI sound track and without noticing i blurted out "THIS IS HANAKIMI!" she was amazed that i watched it then we got into a talk about drama and found we watched all the same shows. Teagan just watched as we fawned over the season finale of LIFE. heheheheheh
Today I bought:
New stationary {pencil, tape, lead, cards}
Hair pin {From the girl at the kiosk!}
Boba milk tea
Super junior T pencil case {online}
Now i have to write a paper and Calculus homework!
I nannied!
17:00-20:00
Went shopping in the Asian district!
I met this girl at a kiosk and she stated to play the HANAKIMI sound track and without noticing i blurted out "THIS IS HANAKIMI!" she was amazed that i watched it then we got into a talk about drama and found we watched all the same shows. Teagan just watched as we fawned over the season finale of LIFE. heheheheheh
Today I bought:
New stationary {pencil, tape, lead, cards}
Hair pin {From the girl at the kiosk!}
Boba milk tea
Super junior T pencil case {online}
Now i have to write a paper and Calculus homework!
Location: milktea house
Music: soccer match
09 September 2007 @ 07:35 am
For the past week I have been quite down about school and money.
My school problem: Grades
Last year in my math class i had a border line C in the class. The teacher absolutely hated me because I'm not a big believer in god. But last week i was checking my ranking and things and i found out he actually boosted my grade up. This means that i will be able to try for a Scholarship that gives a full ride! Other grade problems include once again another bad grade in math but i got a B on the last test i thought i had failed so now im a bit happy.
My money problem: Debt
Because of taxes i owe my dad 300$ and because of a holiday i took to California i owe my mum 200$ and my credit card 200$ plus my phone bill came in last week. I'm sort of the kinda person that hoards there money away and waits for something big to buy but after i took my trip to France i have owed all this money. Oh yeah and my credit has a 21% interest. I'm still in debt of course but i payed off about 200$ of it with my first big paycheck so now im not as worried anymore.
Another thing that is on my mind is college. I'm going and i know that much but i don't know when. I still want to go to France but that is not for sure yet but if that doesn't work out then i start school right away. Im still comtemplating about my major too ad i know its not a big deal to cose it right off the at but i want to have an idea.
Oh well. I have to go to work now ahh im so tired its 8AM! Bye
My school problem: Grades
Last year in my math class i had a border line C in the class. The teacher absolutely hated me because I'm not a big believer in god. But last week i was checking my ranking and things and i found out he actually boosted my grade up. This means that i will be able to try for a Scholarship that gives a full ride! Other grade problems include once again another bad grade in math but i got a B on the last test i thought i had failed so now im a bit happy.
My money problem: Debt
Because of taxes i owe my dad 300$ and because of a holiday i took to California i owe my mum 200$ and my credit card 200$ plus my phone bill came in last week. I'm sort of the kinda person that hoards there money away and waits for something big to buy but after i took my trip to France i have owed all this money. Oh yeah and my credit has a 21% interest. I'm still in debt of course but i payed off about 200$ of it with my first big paycheck so now im not as worried anymore.
Another thing that is on my mind is college. I'm going and i know that much but i don't know when. I still want to go to France but that is not for sure yet but if that doesn't work out then i start school right away. Im still comtemplating about my major too ad i know its not a big deal to cose it right off the at but i want to have an idea.
Oh well. I have to go to work now ahh im so tired its 8AM! Bye
06 August 2007 @ 06:30 pm
22 July 2007 @ 03:03 am
The time is 3 am and i am dead tired. I am leaving for the airport in about an hour and on my way to California. I MISS TEAGAN AND ANDRES, I don't want to have to wait till the semester begins to see you.
Im not bringing a camera so i wont have pictures to show you but maybe ill buy one while i'm there!
Melissa, I didnt get your letter today so ill get i when i arrive home, Do you want me to send you a post to that address or your house in cahors?
Bye.
Im not bringing a camera so i wont have pictures to show you but maybe ill buy one while i'm there!
Melissa, I didnt get your letter today so ill get i when i arrive home, Do you want me to send you a post to that address or your house in cahors?
Bye.
19 July 2007 @ 05:12 pm
26-07-07
Yey im so excited. I'm so glad that super junior is getting more fame now. AND they have two new singles!
18 July 2007 @ 04:12 pm
Last night was fun. Laura text me and asked if we would go to a movie, so we went to the dollar theater and saw georgia rule {one of the worst movies i've seen}But it was so bad insted of being a drama for me and laura it was more like a comedy {Lindsay Lohans acting}. Then from there we came to my house and ten to "teagans house" and talked and danced and what not. We only spent 6$ in total for all of us and thats food and movie. We have now decided that we are going to do it more often on account of we are broke.
Right no my dog is sick and its getting worse by the day so i hope shes better by Sunday because i don't want to leave her.
Right no my dog is sick and its getting worse by the day so i hope shes better by Sunday because i don't want to leave her.
15 July 2007 @ 12:54 am
I have a mad tendency to clean when im stressed out and by the end of today my house was and is sparkling clean.
I hate not having a job, for the past two years i have not not been working {does that make sense?}
I feel like i have no duty or purpose. I need to do something.
My last school term is coming in two weeks and i am anxious to start. I'm worried. I just want to go to France.
I leave for California in a week from today and im so very anxious, i want to be able to use my credit card while i am there but i want to be guaranteed a job before so i know i can pay it it off but The owner is still on holiday so im not sure if i have the job 100% but the manager says i do?
the question keeps poping up in my mind on what im gonna do after i return for college, I really Want to become a pâtissier but my mum and dad don't want me to because it doesn't pay well and they said they would rather me have a job like engineering.
NO WAY am i ever becoming an engineer, I will not waste my life away in a cubicle like my dad did.
But If i do pursue this career that means i can study abroad in France. :)
Update on this week:
Last night I {& Teagan Laura and Chelsea} went to the format concert and they were amazing. By the end of the night my throat hurt so much from singing and screaming but it was all worth it. i miss them. It brought back so many memories.
I hate not having a job, for the past two years i have not not been working {does that make sense?}
I feel like i have no duty or purpose. I need to do something.
My last school term is coming in two weeks and i am anxious to start. I'm worried. I just want to go to France.
I leave for California in a week from today and im so very anxious, i want to be able to use my credit card while i am there but i want to be guaranteed a job before so i know i can pay it it off but The owner is still on holiday so im not sure if i have the job 100% but the manager says i do?
the question keeps poping up in my mind on what im gonna do after i return for college, I really Want to become a pâtissier but my mum and dad don't want me to because it doesn't pay well and they said they would rather me have a job like engineering.
NO WAY am i ever becoming an engineer, I will not waste my life away in a cubicle like my dad did.
But If i do pursue this career that means i can study abroad in France. :)
Update on this week:
Last night I {& Teagan Laura and Chelsea} went to the format concert and they were amazing. By the end of the night my throat hurt so much from singing and screaming but it was all worth it. i miss them. It brought back so many memories.
11 July 2007 @ 05:04 pm
This about took me most of the day.
But i really like it.
The header is my absolute favorite part and im getting a lot better at Photoshop.
I love super junior! & i cant wait until my birthday to Get my present form Teagan, But i have no idea what it is : )
I got some bad news today but im Okay, The job i had previously been told i had gotten may not be because the other manager may change his mind, Which makes no sense to me.
I leave for California in about a week and a half, and i am really excited but when i return only a few days of summer is left which makes me somewhat sad.
But i really like it.
The header is my absolute favorite part and im getting a lot better at Photoshop.
I love super junior! & i cant wait until my birthday to Get my present form Teagan, But i have no idea what it is : )
I got some bad news today but im Okay, The job i had previously been told i had gotten may not be because the other manager may change his mind, Which makes no sense to me.
I leave for California in about a week and a half, and i am really excited but when i return only a few days of summer is left which makes me somewhat sad.
11 July 2007 @ 01:33 pm
09 July 2007 @ 03:35 pm
08 July 2007 @ 04:12 pm
I am so very excited for my birthday, but when that day comes i Know i will be somewhere i dislike the most.
I need to find a new job as soon as possible and i may be a hostess at a golf resort but we will see if they like my application.
Having no money really sucks, and my mum told me she is going to cancel my cell phone if i have no job by august, but i don't think she understands that she is taking me to California and i don't know if i get a job will they let me have that much time off me being a new employee.
I KNOW TEAGAN I AM JUST SAYING.
Other than all this Super junior released a new MV that is really cute and brightened my dismal mood.
I need to find a new job as soon as possible and i may be a hostess at a golf resort but we will see if they like my application.
Having no money really sucks, and my mum told me she is going to cancel my cell phone if i have no job by august, but i don't think she understands that she is taking me to California and i don't know if i get a job will they let me have that much time off me being a new employee.
I KNOW TEAGAN I AM JUST SAYING.
Other than all this Super junior released a new MV that is really cute and brightened my dismal mood.
02 July 2007 @ 05:46 pm
I have just returned home from Mexico and life is as boring as ever.
Mexico was really fun, Although i didn't get to go shopping or go to the beach i still had fun seeing the city and meeting people, Although my Spanish is horrible.
Andres's family said i have very good Spanish pronunciation but i cant speak and make sense at the same time.
when we got home last night we had a party and saw all the people we missed and went swimming.
I need to find a French class close to home so i can start when the school year starts then hopefully by the end of the year i will have decided on whether or not to go for a year to France or go to a university.
I want to go so bad.
Mexico was really fun, Although i didn't get to go shopping or go to the beach i still had fun seeing the city and meeting people, Although my Spanish is horrible.
Andres's family said i have very good Spanish pronunciation but i cant speak and make sense at the same time.
when we got home last night we had a party and saw all the people we missed and went swimming.
I need to find a French class close to home so i can start when the school year starts then hopefully by the end of the year i will have decided on whether or not to go for a year to France or go to a university.
I want to go so bad.
Mood: pending
23 June 2007 @ 02:53 pm
21 June 2007 @ 08:50 pm
I remembered something really sad.
I have a really bad memory but that morning I found out I remember so clearly. My brother and I who never really got along when we were children had slept on a futon in the living room together, I have no idea why but all that night we had been getting along really well. When we woke in the morning the phone rang and I ran to go answer it. I was only about 9 at the time and didn’t understand why my uncle was crying. Right as I handed the phone to my mom she started to cry and I didn’t understand why. Then she had said that this person, someone who was like a big sister to me died. At first I wouldn’t believe it and I refused to accept that that could happen but soon after I realized it was the truth. I don’t remember crying at all, I didn’t actual cry till I found something she had given me a while after she had died and I realized I could never see her again.
This is dumb. Blah blah. I just think it weird that in some moments you want to remember things forever and in others you’d rather forget them but it always end up the other way around.
Today was boring.
Mood: numb
20 June 2007 @ 10:05 pm
"Rules: Post the explanation of where your username came from. Then tag TEN users whose explanations you'd like to hear. If you are tagged post the explanation to your page."
Well at the time of creating a username I was really into zombie movies{ and still am} So i tried to make the username zombiesex but that was already taken so then i tried zombielove and that was taken so then finally i tried livingdeadsex and that was also taken so i settled with livingdeadlove and it stuck and Ive had it ever since. { this was one aim initially}
I dont know ten users so i will do two haha.
Well at the time of creating a username I was really into zombie movies{ and still am} So i tried to make the username zombiesex but that was already taken so then i tried zombielove and that was taken so then finally i tried livingdeadsex and that was also taken so i settled with livingdeadlove and it stuck and Ive had it ever since. { this was one aim initially}
I dont know ten users so i will do two haha.
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teagoniaineedamiracle4120 June 2007 @ 09:37 pm
Today I went to the mall with Andres. Initially we went just to shop and look around but I had planned to buy him his birthday present right under his nose while we were there. He kept saying he was hungry so we went to Kona grill and got a few sushi rolls. I said I had to use the restroom so I left trying to sneak out of the restaurant and then ran to the store where I was going to buy his present. Knowing he would probably think I was having trouble in the restroom I tried to hurry and get back on account that the store was pretty far from the restaurant. When I arrived back to the restaurant {almost out of breath} I went back to the table while hiding the gift behind me. The waitress was luckily talking to him while I snuck and he didn't ask why I had been gone so long. When she left I acted like I was getting something form my purse and slide a brand new shiny black DS lite onto the table and said Happy birthday.
He really liked it. I was happy. Then we went on with shopping he talked about how we should go into all the sexy lingerie stores but I said we should go to the puppy store instead.
I WISH YOU COULD HAVE COME TEAGAN. Happy friends’ day. And happy late birthday once again to you Andres.
I'm going to the format concert as well and get to hang out with the awesome
18 June 2007 @ 05:51 pm
